Hi, my name is Chan my 2 friends and I are big girls tring to loose weight, we have 3 different approachs to this. It is really hard. So I guess this is where I give you the 3 fat girls sob story. Sorry that is not how I roll. We maybe fat girls but we are not in the depths of dispear. We are fun, out going and dag-nabit people like us. Sure I am over weight and have been for as far back as I remember but my weight has never defined who I am. I maybe a big girl but I still live my life.
I have decided to do this HCG, Ang has got a gastric bypass, and Carri is going it about it the old fashion way hard work, not to say Ang and I are taking the easy way out. Because lets face it every diet sucks the big "A" so the 3 of us thought why not blog about it and let the world share in our joys and pain. So on this site you will hear from us all. So to make this a true blog site I should be willing to post my wieght and my progress but due to the fact that I am a women and women don't tell there weight I will decline that at this point. At least for now, but here is what I will say.
When I decided to loose weight in Dec I went out an bought a scale and I about fell over dead when I stepped on that scale, really I just wanted to cry. Like every true weight loss story I stepped on the scale and I had never been that heavy in my life. Blah Blah Blah ..... It is how it always is right. I feel so stupid you know you look in the mirror and you convince yourself you are smaller then you are. But I had really got up there in the lbs.
About this time Ang went in to get her bypass, I have never wanted to do that, but I was actually jealous because I wanted to do it with her. But I was to freaking poor, so I thought ok I will try HCG. So my cute little friend Aubrey said her sister could get me the HCG for $60 I was like deal. So she ordered it for me. Ang in the mean time had her surgery and I was so sad for her when I saw how much pain she was in, but I like well I am glad I did not do that, lol...
Carri in the mean time was having her own set of stuggles she was trying to loose weight with watching what she eats and going to the gym on a regular bases, when then she was hit with a hard blow that she had to have a hysterectomy this was devitating for her, but even then she still tryed to stay on diet. But I will let her tell you her story.
As for me I was enjoying what I called my last days of freedom waiting for my shots to arrive. And let me tell you it was good. Ang started dropping the lbs. Carri was still working on it too. But the day finally came Aub texted and said the shots where in so I have my last weekend , kinda like the last super. I started my shots Jan 31st 2011. I was so nervous I had never had to give myself shots. I did get a pleasant surprise that morning when I stepped on the scale, I was down 12 lbs. since I bought the scale in Dec. ha.... and everyone was giving me crap because of my last days of freedom that I was so enjoying. But I went to work and made my drug deal , gave my self a shot and here we go.... 1st day of my new life.
It was amazing at 1st I lost 5.2 lbs. I was so excited. I was like yes ... I said no to mac and cheese,( hello people not just any mac and cheese- moms homemade -yum) I was like ok this was worth it. It has since got harder. I was like a rock star at first I was rockin it. 6 days in I was down 13.2 days. Then life slapped me in the face.. SUPER BOWL SUNDAY. What the hell... Yes I failed. I ate some really good stuff though,lol nachos, 7 layer dip, little smokies, chips. ...... ha any questions why am fat with taste buds like that. Well I did my damage I gained 5.4 lbs before I started loosing again. Now aske me was it worth it..... ok I am not going to lye yeah it was. But it really sucked trying to drop it again it took me 3 days to get back into the game and mind set. But I was back on track more or less..... NO honestly I am really trying, Everyday I come to work and annouce where I am at. I work with awesome people, they are so supportive.... if you look past FAT MONDAY (aka Valentines day) then potluck Taco day.... But you know it is all good I have to get uset to living my life in the real world....
I had 1 more eppicite failure I had a major cheat day, I ate chilli dog, mac and Cheese, ( not homemade but good none the less) boy was I sorry. Both emotionally and phyiscally. I was 1 sick girl that night. And I ended up gaining 2.6 lbs. I liked those lbs so much my body has decide do hang on to them for awhile I have lost 1.4 lbs and that is it. But on the bright side I am still rocking the HCG I am down a total of 25.4 lbs. since starting HCG, and I also count my other 12 lbs. since Dec so it brings me to a grand total of 37.4 lbs. I have 9 days left til phase 3. (which i am looking forward to- hello cheese I have missed you so- I know Ang in moderation ....lol ) But here we go big push to the end... Come on I have to say I actually excited for the big 40 this time... Wish me luck !!! I will keep you posted.
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