TAKE THE GOOD WITH THE BAD !!

So today is a pretty good day in the land of weight loss.  I stepped on the scale and I was down 3.6 L.B'S bringing my total weight loss since starting HCG to 28.2lbs.  small victory in a large war.  I felt pretty good with myself today.  Counting in my weight loss of 12lbs from Dec I am down 40.2lbs.   WOW ! I am so excited. 

   I know I am only down a fraction on where I want to be but boy oh boy it feels good.  I measured out my shots today I have 10 days worth of shots left, so I am shooting for 40lbs since HCG.  I am already having dreams of cute clothes and hot men.  OH the day dreams I can have about my weight loss.  Problem is my fear kicks in and I kinda start freaking out.  BAGGY SKIN.  It is already showing on my arms.  I may drop the weight but it will still be there.  Don't get me wrong I plan to get that roll and tuck skin surgery.  But then I start worrying about money and scars and worst of all the pain.... I am not good with pain. 

 But this is where you take the good with the bad.  I know your going to hear alot about my baggy ugly skin as the weight drops.  I am really stressed about it.  Plus to bring up another downer is when you come home an the family is going to be sitting down to a yummy spaghetti dinner, with moms homemade garlic bread YUM!  But dreaming of these things does me no good.  I must focus , focus , focus on the good.  The extra energy I am already feeling. The joy of someone today saying wow, your loosing weight you look really good.  When I put my  pants on and I don't have to breath in to button them.... lol hell the fact that I can even button them using all the buttons.  Just repeat to my self , it will be worth it, it will be worth it. it will be worth it. IT WILL.       TTFN CHAN !!!