GULITY CONFESSION OF FOOD-ACHOLIC

Ok, so I feel like crap.  I woke up this morning feeling so good so strong but NO I failed I gave in to tempation.  Let me tell you this, for anyone out there that likes to make fun of fat people try it for awhile it sucks. I promise you there is not a single person out there that enjoys being fat.  
  
   I have been working so hard for 19 days now.  I am so excited to loose the weight but this is really hard work.  I woke up this morning thinking I can do this an somehow the day just got away with me. 

   Ok brace your self I had La Frontera.  I just have to say it sucks I was raked with guilt the whole time.  The waitress must think I am out of my mind, I was having a internal struggle.  I had a devil on one shoulder and Angel on the other the devil one this one. 
  
  But I am here to say that was only a battle.  I will will this war !!  I will be fab by 40 ... I will beat this. 

Here I am now in all my glory ! But just watch me melt.   Ok  TTFN  Chan