ok, so first order of business, is the name change. Although single and losin it was fun. It is not 100% acurite since Ang is not divorced at this time. But it is ok because Workin at losin it fits very well because , weight lose is nothing but work. Everyday I get up and I have to decide what I am going to eat or not eat. You know the werid thing is you never realize how much food is a part of everything you do in your life. Even when you think your in a safe zone, someone has something you want and cant have. Even driving in your car where there is no food, you drive by a resturant or fast food joint. Point is it just sucks and you have to work at it. Last night when I went to the movies with my girls ( Ang and Carri) even then food was staring me in the face, POPCORN , Raisinette. Even what you drink is a issue.
The funny thing is I never uset to even worry about food. Ha I guess this is how I got as big as I am. But since I started this "work" of losen weight I find I think about it all the time. Ang and I always joke that one of us has to be the reasonable bitch. Lets just say that only works when you want it to. This weight lose is a mind set. I thought I would step on that scale and have a huge gain for yesterday. But I lucked out maybe I have been given a gift I stayed exactly the same. -25.6 /37.6 WOW ! I was shocked but I have taking the injections on HCG for 22 days now. I have 8 days left of injections til I move into maintance Phase 3 so here is what I want to do. I want to be right on diet. I mean model dieter. If someone offers me food I will just swat it to the ground. Or run away screaming NOOOOOOOOOOOOO . oK so maybe I dont need to be that dramatic but funny thing is sometimes in your head it feels that dramatic.
I am back I am on the wagon, the horse or whatever else you can say to I am back on diet today. I am going to rock the next 9 days. I want to get down to 40lbs. but I would be ok with 30lbs. at this point. So wish me luck. Because it is now time to make my 1st food choice of the day.... What will it be . Coffee yeah that will work. ok wish me luck. let the work begin. Chan out !!
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