TODAY IS A NEW DAY !

ok, so first order of business, is the name change.  Although single and losin it was fun.  It is not 100% acurite since Ang is not divorced at this time.  But it is ok because Workin at losin it fits very well because , weight lose is nothing but work.  Everyday I get up and I have to decide what I am going to eat or not eat.  You know the werid thing is you never realize how much food is a part of everything you do in your life.  Even when you think your in a safe zone, someone has something you want and cant have. Even driving in your car where there is no food, you drive by a resturant or fast food joint.  Point is it just sucks and you have to work at it.  Last night when I went to the movies with my girls ( Ang and Carri) even then food was staring me in the face, POPCORN , Raisinette.   Even what you drink is a issue. 
   The funny thing is I never uset to even worry about food.  Ha I guess this is how I got as big as I am.  But since I started this "work" of losen weight I find I think about it all the time.   Ang and I always joke that one of us has to be the reasonable bitch.  Lets just say that only works when you want it to.  This weight lose is a mind set.  I thought I would step on that scale and have a huge gain for yesterday.  But I lucked out maybe I have been given a gift I stayed exactly the same.  -25.6 /37.6 WOW ! I was shocked but I have taking the injections on HCG for 22 days now.  I have 8 days left of injections til I move into maintance Phase 3 so here is what I want to do.  I want to be right on diet.  I mean model dieter.  If someone offers me food I will just swat it to the ground.  Or run away screaming NOOOOOOOOOOOOO .   oK so maybe I dont need to be that dramatic but funny thing is sometimes in your head it feels that dramatic. 
   I am back I am on the wagon, the horse or whatever else you can say to I am back on diet today.  I am going to rock the next 9 days.  I want to get down to 40lbs.  but I would be ok with 30lbs. at this point.  So wish me luck.  Because it is now time to make my 1st food choice of the day.... What will it be .    Coffee yeah that will work.      ok wish me luck.  let the work begin.     Chan out !!