Carri Does not want to be the only one...

Chan and Ang are doing great. Both down 30 plus lbs.  Now I admit I have not tried all that hard.  With Surgery I cannot work out or anything like that. I can hardly walk.  I am still walking funny after four weeks from surgery.  Yes I also admit to some comfort eating.  Hot Flashes are frustrating and I am sad about not being able to have a baby.  However I cannot allow that to be my crutch and the blame for why I am not losing weight.  I guess when Chan and Ang are all skinny and beautiful,  well I think they are beautiful now.  I do not want to be the chubby friend.  I cannot do HCG.  Well not now.  My body is crazy with Hormones aftter the hysterectomy and putting in a pregnancy hormone???  My poor body would yell hey LADY you took out the place for this stuff... LOL....  I know I need to try. Once the doctor releases me I am going to hit the gym no excuses.  I also need to get rid of those carbs... AHHH I LOVE MY CARBS...  I know I can do this, I just need to believe in myself.