SLEEP VS ENERGY !

Lets face it energy is great and all but not being able to sleep SUCKS ASS ! So I have not entered a new phase of my life now no sleep!
 
So Sunday night I went to bed nice and early you know around 11 pm, I went to bed and closed my eye and laid there and laid there, so finally at 1 am I got up came and finished cleaning my kitchen, emptied the dishwasher, and took a Tylenol pm then off to bed I went again.  I last seen the clock hit 3:09 am yes that is right I did say AM as in, in the morning.  Then my stupid Alarm went off at 5:30 and guess was sleeping like a baby then yeah this girl.  So I snoozed my alarm thinking my back up alarm would wake me I was wrong I woke to Carri in the bathroom about 6:20am then I went to work thinking ok when I get home tonight I will sleep for sure. But because I am who I am I went and bought sleeping pills, I took 1 about 9 thinking that will do the treat I will drift off to sleep and it will wear off about the time I have to get up for work.  YEP you guessed it wrong again.  1 am I went and took a second pill which put me out about oh I don't know maybe 2 or 3 am. again the alarm went off at 5:30 I gave up groggy and just got up.  So tonight I was like forget that. I got home and went for a power walk it was nice.  I was wiped out I was like yes that did the trick.  Well lets see it is now 11:30 in the morning and I am here writing to you. So I plan to get up go take a sleeping pill and try again.  OH BROTHER !

I am now 30 days in and down 34lbs/ and 46lbs since Dec. I am so full of energy I am like a kid with ADHD I feel like I am bouncing off the walls I just want to go go go go.  Now I know your all sitting there thinking and what is wrong with that, well I will tell you.  I am to freaking old for this shit.  My body has the energy of a 20 year old but my body is 37 years old and struggling to keep up.  I am up and down the stairs. My house is cleaner then it has been in months.  (oh and by the way those of you thinking then come to my house no thanks my house is a full time job lol) I would like to remind you people I am a lone women living with 2 grown ass men and 2 smaller boys.  I repeat full time job.  But back to my point.  I am go go go so much that my knees are killing me.  But I feel I am going to go crazy. 

  But don't get me wrong I love how much energy I have I just can't sleep.  At the risk of sounding whinny I ammmmmmmmm tirrrrrreddddddd.  I just want to sleep. But I go to bed and lay there.  But on the upside when I got home and went for a walk it was amazing I kept up with Brenden ok ok ok pretty close I only had to ask him to stop and wait like 2 times compared to my normal walk a few steps bent over grabbing my stomach yelling ahead to the kids to wait for me so that feels amazing.  I even walked a steady pace and walked faster then Carri (who always mocks me for walking so slow- who is the grandma now.  - lol ok to be fair she did just have major surgery) I am sorry !! My bad.  :) anyway it did feel good I made it all the way around my block tonight with out stopping and I did not even need oxygen when I got home.   YEAH ME !  Ok so it is 11:34 pm at night I am going to try to do that thing called sleep again.  Wish me luck !!  ok here is to sleep !!  Yes yes I think I see the sheep coming now just waiting to be counted, or not.   lol  sorry I think I am funny .   NIGHT NIGHT  !  TTFN Chan